Always At It

I may be a lot of things..

....A misfit

.....A bit unsure

......A loser

.....A spectator

.......A scaredy cat

.......A cry baby

.....An unrealistic dreamer

.....A hope addict  

.....A lost soul

I may be lot of things.....

But I aint a quitter

Because

Whatever is it that I pursue...

I will never bow down...

I will be...

ALWAYS AT IT!

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It is!

Cushion Care

When I was born
I was laid on to you
The comfort I felt 
the calmness you drew


I cried on to you 
when something was not right
I punched you
when anger kept me up all night


I would study 
keeping my book on you
I would eat
on  you when I felt blue


You were my partner in crime
in revenging my brother
When he joked about me
and then you became my weapon


I hug and slept with you
as if you were a friend
You let my dreams live
without any end 


I cannot tell
how much you mean
Being there forever
so much you have seen 


Years pass by 
and you are still there
Taking different forms
but giving the same care

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It is!

Should I?

Should I ask these questions or should I stop?
Should I hold on to somethings or should I let go?
Should be worried or should I be tension-free?

Should I try to change things or should I let them be?
Should I believe in reality or should I believe in dreams?
Should I raise my hands or should I raise my voice?


Should I search for the answers or should I let them find me?
Should I even believe there are answers to all the questions?
Should I? Maybe I should....




I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It is!

an ODE to ZMP

A poem for my college friends group 'ZMP'

for our journey from ground zero we all started

not knowing each other at all from its inception

unaware of how the three years smoothly progressed

to find something in common we seven had exceptionally

destiny took its call and rolled out its plan

it seems there was more to what meets the eye

there were lots of road bumps on the way we ran

but still we were bound together high and dry

now when we look back those eventfull years

we miss what we had so near

looking forward we know we are still dears

what ever happens we all are together here

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It is! 

Jahan se Pare

Rehta hun kahin dur main
duniya se hoon bilkul alag
Saath mere bas main hi hoon
aur mere khawaboon ki jhalak


Aasman mein udhne ki chah hai
ya kahin dur jaane ki
Jahan tak koi gaya na ho
woh jagah hogi sirf meri


Kuch naya dikhayun duniya ko
jo na dekha ho kabhi kisi ne
Bas kash kuch anokhaa mil jaye  
sirf mera ho jo, pure jahan se pare 


I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It is! 

Enough is Enough

Enough of Books
Enough of Movies
Enough of Food
Enough of Love
But
Enough of Waiting
Enough of Work
Enough of Traffic
Enough of Tiredness


Enough of Good things
But
Enough of Bad things too


Enough of Life
BUT not
Enough of Time!

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It is! 

Circles of my Life

The year was 2008. The start of the new year, my second year, when I was doing my Bachelors in Mass Media. Onset of new acadamic years always some how excited me. New books, new things to learn and another fresh chance to prove yourself. Though, through the year my excitement turned into frustration and then indifference, the beginnings always felt like opportunities to me. Thus, that year I decided to make my own notes journal and design its cover page.

When the book was finally binded with papers, the task at hand was to get the idea behind the cover page. Then I thought as this is my cover it should definately show my core philosophy of Life.

'What goes around comes around; Life always comes full circle'

Thus, the base was full of converging circles to show my volatile thoughts.

My love for colours was evident to show in it. I truly believe in simplicity so the colours I chose were shades of blue, red and yellow.

Having colourful circles still did not thirst my quench. I thought there has to be something special between all this thought circles of mine. Then after some thinking I came across these 7 things or rather philosophies which were like goals in my Life.

1. Love Flight: Love is the most important thing in life. God made that evident when all he gave us was some company from the start and left the rest of the world for us to figure. Whether it is true love, true friends or true relations, all I want is to have it all around me and make that flight special.

2. Happy Always: Only when you are the soundest in mind can you conquer the world. I just want to smile whenever I wake up or go to sleep. So, I plan to do whatever that makes me happy despite the fact of what someone else thinks.

3. Shining Star: Whatever you do, do it the best. But also do it your way and give it a special touch. Great works are not so because they are so moving, they are so because they have their creator's reflection. Let your work shine for you and you will become a star.

4. Peace Up: Some chaos is very nice. That is because the peace that comes after it is amazing. Life is full of potholes just so that we can enjoy the smooth ride after it and get ready for future potholes. Finding peace is upto you and you will find it in the unlikeliest of places.

5. Pretty as the butterfly: Butterfly are one of the most exotic creatures. So, having a life as exotic and unique is good. Mind this, by butterfly I dont mean fragile or girl-like. It can be the way you want it to be but make life exotic.

6. Making massive Money: Everybody knows the law 'Survival of the fittest' and for survival all you need is good mind and body. What gives an edge to it is some Money. Dollar also sounds like 'do-ladh' in hindi which means 'two-fight'. Money is the object of desire for all and can cause so much pain. It aint the most important thing in life but it sure does help you keep the important things intact.

7. Super Strong: In the end, Life is war. Making sure you have the energy for it is necessary. Will of Steel and mind of Titanium is something that have to be developed. Being a superman is hard but once you get the hang of it is a cake walk.

These seven circles or goals were defined by me and brought on to the cover. Not only did I get a satisfaction of making a good cover, I also somehow crystalised what I wanted from Life. After three years I was very happy to find this because I understood how this cover page will always be with me. Everything I thought of while making this will always be true for me.

And why did I write this post? I thought maybe how this cover page helped me realised how things work for me, it can help someone else figure out their's. So, if there is any thing that you liked or hated tell me... maybe we can find a new angle or rather circle to life altogether!

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It is!

Freezing Moments

A collection of moments is what life is

Pretty they maybe or may seem like a quiz

Some are those which can never be defined

Perfect they look however they shined

The rarest they are, truely unique

So moving that your heart skips a beat

They go as they come within a second

Were they true you truly reckon

Having these moments is a boon

Showing life in its true tune

Keeping these moments is a task

If mastered nothing more is to be asked

So freeze your time before the curtain falls

Capture your moment before it squalls

Carry it with you for the rest of your time

They will always tell you life is worth the climb

I may not know to much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life n Laugh as It is!

Drops of Solace

What have I been waiting for I did not know
But when it arrived I realised I knew all along
That this is where I wanted to be
With the raindrops of relief which finally were free


The sound is shrill, the smell is soothing
The pounding is hard yet so subtly serene
I felt a chill as the drops glide down my hand
This is where it all clears and I am absolved


So let me have these mystic conversations
Where will I find such a beautiful companion?!
Because I know I will pursuit the verity
When the drops of solace will come down on Me!


I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life n Laugh as It is!

The Power of that 'One' day

It's just struck twelve and the day has begun

The cheer is here and so is the fun

Looking forward to a different day

Where something new is under way

Time to catch up with something half done

Or just relax and see a fantastic home run

This rare day is all yours, take a call

No life orders on this day once and for all

Dwell into depths of your mind

Or take a speed trip on road to unwind

Make moments which help you deep breath

Exhale fully and feel the satisfied need

The days ahead are not your chosen ones

Following the world on a tiring run

So, this is the power of that 'one' day

Revive yourself, it's finally Sunday!

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life n Laugh as It is!

Burn Me Now

Burn me now, because I want to see
How far can I survive, how fast can I heal
The heat is coming up, sooner or later
The feeling of agony might not be greater

The flame is what you avoid to see
In your coolness, you want to be
But I say what more can life offer
To push your limits and grow tougher

In the hotness I stand, feeling the change
If this becomes easy, the easier is the game
So when I cry out of despair, I am happier
I know slowly and steadily I am becoming stronger

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can expirience Life and Laugh as It Is!

Mystery of Mumbai

MUMBAI, the land of endless dreams and millions of hopes is one of the most loved cities of the beautiful and vibrant country of India. Everyday thousands of people from all over the country come to the city to find their homes and build up their dreams. So, why is it that so many dreamers think that this city is the one stop for fulfilling their wishes? Why is it that this is the city that they think is the place where abundant opportunities and scope are present?!

The reason, I think, not only lies in the city but is also realized when you live or come from another city. It is when you actually compare; you realize what this city offers you more than the others. It can be the warmth that the city provides every person or the hope it gives out. I have lived in Mumbai for 10 yrs and it’s actually been 3-4 yrs since I really got to see and feel the real city. When I travel in a crowded train or bus or when I am l looking for directions, there are always people who will come to my aid when sincerely ask. Mumbai is an excellent blend of various cultures and classes. Whether it’s the glitz and glamour portrayed by the high and elite society or the sweetness and freeness of the common man, all of them have one simple trait of growth and unselfishness. Anyone and everyone who is willing to grow together with the city are always welcomed.

With such a space of growth and space seen by the people, these days everyone flocking to Mumbai has gotten a tough competition to battle it out for your share of the city and its profits which is why it is increasingly becoming more and more expensive। In the end, I would like to say only one thing about the city which I heard from someone I knew, ‘if you accept the city, the city will defiantly accept you!’

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can expirience Life and Laugh as It Is!

I Remember

I remember those days.. where I was unsure

Wandering on stray paths...destination unknown

I remember the time..in wich i never knew

what life is all about..is love true

I remember life being whirlpool...hazy and dark

everything vague... not knowing what is at the end of the ark

and then you came along....and everything changed

life caught a track.....and never derailed

now i understood...how its mentioned

life a journey ......not a destination

fate took a turn....n showed with clarity

that this what is secure.... the sweetest reality

a companion for the journey...is all you need

share your life...and let it heal

so now when i look back two years ago

my heart says look in front....there is a lifetime still left to go!!

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It Is!