Burn Me Now

Burn me now, because I want to see
How far can I survive, how fast can I heal
The heat is coming up, sooner or later
The feeling of agony might not be greater

The flame is what you avoid to see
In your coolness, you want to be
But I say what more can life offer
To push your limits and grow tougher

In the hotness I stand, feeling the change
If this becomes easy, the easier is the game
So when I cry out of despair, I am happier
I know slowly and steadily I am becoming stronger

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can expirience Life and Laugh as It Is!

Mystery of Mumbai

MUMBAI, the land of endless dreams and millions of hopes is one of the most loved cities of the beautiful and vibrant country of India. Everyday thousands of people from all over the country come to the city to find their homes and build up their dreams. So, why is it that so many dreamers think that this city is the one stop for fulfilling their wishes? Why is it that this is the city that they think is the place where abundant opportunities and scope are present?!

The reason, I think, not only lies in the city but is also realized when you live or come from another city. It is when you actually compare; you realize what this city offers you more than the others. It can be the warmth that the city provides every person or the hope it gives out. I have lived in Mumbai for 10 yrs and it’s actually been 3-4 yrs since I really got to see and feel the real city. When I travel in a crowded train or bus or when I am l looking for directions, there are always people who will come to my aid when sincerely ask. Mumbai is an excellent blend of various cultures and classes. Whether it’s the glitz and glamour portrayed by the high and elite society or the sweetness and freeness of the common man, all of them have one simple trait of growth and unselfishness. Anyone and everyone who is willing to grow together with the city are always welcomed.

With such a space of growth and space seen by the people, these days everyone flocking to Mumbai has gotten a tough competition to battle it out for your share of the city and its profits which is why it is increasingly becoming more and more expensive। In the end, I would like to say only one thing about the city which I heard from someone I knew, ‘if you accept the city, the city will defiantly accept you!’

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can expirience Life and Laugh as It Is!

I Remember

I remember those days.. where I was unsure

Wandering on stray paths...destination unknown

I remember the time..in wich i never knew

what life is all about..is love true

I remember life being whirlpool...hazy and dark

everything vague... not knowing what is at the end of the ark

and then you came along....and everything changed

life caught a track.....and never derailed

now i understood...how its mentioned

life a journey ......not a destination

fate took a turn....n showed with clarity

that this what is secure.... the sweetest reality

a companion for the journey...is all you need

share your life...and let it heal

so now when i look back two years ago

my heart says look in front....there is a lifetime still left to go!!

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It Is!

Who needs to be Pretty?!

I may not be pretty

I may not be beautiful

I may not be elegant

I may not be graceful

but is this what life is about

when I see all around...

its always how pretty it sounds

looks like a party

feels like a dream

life as we know

is a mirage it seems

coz reality I know

is far from where we go...

it is out of reach... out of sight

so, when I ask myself

how do I become pretty

as the world knows

My heart says

...shut up u idiot...

those are just for show

this World doesnt work on those!!

;)

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can expirence Life and Laugh as It Is!

A long lost poem.....

I am not between those Happy faces....
Neither between d Cruel ones...
I am jst standing in awe looking at life...
taking it how it Comes.

Happiness seems Long forgotten...
Sadness seems Far..
All I have is me Alone with Life at Par.

Life is Unpredictable......Unpredictable is Life..
This is wat i have Learnt..

Listen Everyone......I finally Speak out........
I am not the Same Gurl you knew about.....

Time Changes,
Life Changes,
People Change,
But,sumthings INSIDE never do.......

Wat 2 do my Heart & Mind asks agn & agn?????
All I say is Forget the Agony & Pain.........

Gazing at Life.......with a BIG Smile......
But, Somewhere I deep down.......I knw itz not right......

People Laughing.....People Smiling.......
But, Even they dont know how much they are Hiding.......

Dance,Movies,books n Friends......may seem Small things in Life........
But, only They come 2 d rescue whn we are afraid in d Darkness of Life.......

Living in the Long Darkness of Life......I agn found.......
My Stars of Hope & Moon of Faith in d nite......

PATIENCE is the only HOPE....
SMILING is d only way 2 COPE.....

Thousands of ques Spring in my Mind........
To wich GOD never Answered or Lied.........

God,this Challenge you threw 2 me.......
This Life You made for ME.......

I Never Liked it.......
But, will Alwayzzz LOVE it......

NO matter wat You do......
I will Live it 2 d FULLEST.....!!!!!!!

[ORIGINAL:COPYRIGHTS RESEVED] (august 2007)

[I wrote this poem after my first heart-break ;) ]

I may not know too much but i surely think much more coz i can expirence Life n Laugh As It Is!

The Challenge of Choice

Life gives you a choice at every point in time. It is from the very start at birth that you realise, slowly, everything you do is actually the thing YOU choose to do, even after some external pressures, if any. Otherwise, also even after those external pressures you might REBEL from doing it, now even that is YOUR choice.

We all choose to do everything we like, not at all realising or minding whether its good or bad for us. Like few days ago, someone I know(who loves outside food), pointed out a fact or rather a question that all the outside junk food is very tasty but at the same time why is it said to be so harmful to the body AND why are green vegetables and nutritious food not as tasty to eat?! Why is it that something wich our senses like and desire is in turn harmful to us and something wich we despise is really the source of enrichment for us?!

This question bothers every one of us at one point or the other in life, whether its on food, our thinking, studies, way of living etc etc. So, when I pondered over the question I realised, humans are meant to be so. We are made in such a way that a delimma is always in front of us, its like a challenge to our thinking!

God never made the world so easy for humans and to counter it he gave an even more complex mind to it. So, such questions arise in the first place so that humans can ponder over it and find a new answer individually and attain a newer level of thinking. Make a new choice or rather find a balance between the two choices.

So, come to think of it......Life is like two poles wide apart and our challenge is to balance and walk on the thin string attached between them!!

I may not know too much but i surely think much more coz i can expirence Life n Laugh As It Is!

Another 'Short' Poem

Am I the last thing every night you think about...
Am I your every day's first thought..

Is it my name that gives you strength and courage..
Is it my name that gives you hope and faith...

For me it's yours for sure...

Because when I sleep I need the comfort...
when I wake up I need the inspiration..

When I fight I need the support..
When I pray I need the assurance..

N all of it together...I find only in YOU

(13th jan 2010 - 11:27 pm)


I may not know too much but i surely think much more coz i can expirence Life n Laugh As It Is! :)