Present this Christmas

Look at that, time just smiled,
The bells are ringing, the star is shining. 
Laughter echos through our eyes,
The moment is right, it's the perfect timing.

Merry is the feeling,
Love is the thought.
I wish Christmas took heart,
And saw the happiness you brought. 

If the legends were to be believed,
If the stories were said to be true.
I would draw in all the courage,
And ask for only you. 

There's no need for wrapping,
I want you as you are.
Just happiness in your heart,
and love in your car.

I wish as we sat besides each other,
breezing through every endevour
Be my present this Christmas.
Be present in my life forever.

A Sense

There's a sense of freedom

that she feels 

when she walks alone

in a crowded street.

There's a sense of freedom

that she gulps 

when she shuts the door

with her dreams to sculpt.

There's a sense of freedom

that she cries

when she is caged

by someone's thoughts so dry. 

There's a sense of freedom

that she accepts

when she makes

feverish peace with herself.

Why can't I keep up?

Why can't I keep up?

With the world

With my imagination

This just really sucks

I don't really know

What to really do

Because I had plans

Some elaborate dreams

Some special schemes

Now all just seems 

So vague

So distant

I take one step ahead

Feels like two behind

Feels like a stumble

So I can't stand

Not even crawl

Not even move

I wish it would stop

And things would better

And time won't run out

Hope I can see

Still there is a lot

What's left of me

Autumn Love

Its been sometime since we know each other

Some years to say but feels like forever

With late night calls and long online chatting

Having deep conversations and crazy blabbering

I know you love it as much as I do

But tell me boy is it all too good to be true

Because I know all is fine and spring is beautiful

But tell me boy will autumn love be a struggle

You look deep at me and I smile back at you

You are the best thing in my life out of a few

So let me know if you are strong enough

Or else our bond might just loosen up

Day by day things will obviously change

The greenery and fresh air will turn stale

Will you stick around when all is shades of brown

Even I might just want to fly away with a frown 

Oh we are such a beautiful dream together

But what if you wake up because of the weather?

I know you love it as much as I do

But tell me boy is it all too good to be true

Because I know all is fine and spring is beautiful

But tell me boy will autumn love be a struggle

Rock bottom home

It isnt very dark
But I cant see much
As i swim further deep
There isnt a path as such

Headed the wrong way
World's on the other side
The pull is stronger
The tide is high

I land hard with no pain
Nothing is as its suppose to go
I hope i am only a guest
In this place, my rock bottom home.

The sound of waves

It has been so so long
It still feels like seconds
Now something's gone
And the new start ends


It was not what I thought
It was not what I saw
Looks like I got caught
Now I have nothing at all


So all I have right now
Is the sound of waves
Just a reminder that
All's not gonna be grave


The splashing and pounding
The shrill and rushing
Sea winds in my hair
And a long deep breath


The coast makes it clear
Whatever it is, dont fear
The winds might be rough
But you have to stay tough


Its been heard and said before
But that's how it's suppose to be
Only you make your life
Just believe yourself and see

Closing my eyes

It's like being stuck in a loop, 

sometimes life goes through blues.

Living each day as the same,

not much change, not much pace.

A race against time 

is such a priority,

Thinking something new

is such a minority.

Till when can such a goose chase last?

All the energy is gonna run out fast.

So I am closing my eyes,

watching the darkness. 

To see how my mind defies, 

the truth, the usual, the mess.

Reality has nothing new,

its time we think it through.

Impossible to possible,

change the calling of that label.

So I am closing my eyes,

watching the darkness. 

Because I can truly see,

what becomes free.

Closing my eyes,

imagining some glee.

Something you still can't see,

a discovery just for me.

I may not know too much but I can surely think much more coz I can experience Life and Laugh as It is!