Why can't I keep up?
With the world
With my imagination
This just really sucks
I don't really know
What to really do
Because I had plans
Some elaborate dreams
Some special schemes
Now all just seems
So vague
So distant
I take one step ahead
Feels like two behind
Feels like a stumble
So I can't stand
Not even crawl
Not even move
I wish it would stop
And things would better
And time won't run out
Hope I can see
Still there is a lot
What's left of me
